Over the rainbow... - Good Morning?

So i slept my day away completely yesterday haha... I went to bed at 3 in the afternoon while trying to watch A Walk To Remember for the first time in ages... I woke up around 6 for dinner and passed back out til 9 when someone was pounding up the stairs... you know my first reaction was to yell and tell them to vacate my bedroom... yeah well emily wasnt going to take that as an answer... she dragged me out of the house in my pjs (zachs boxers and a hoodie) to go to mcdonalds and get frenchfries (my weakness :D ) She ended up staying the night :D which she hasnt done in FOREVERRRR...:P yeah so that was my night...

Now Im sitting at work trying to focus on the Real Estate Book for September... lemme tell you it's not working too well... No one else is in my department until like 9 ish... My boss will be here shortly so ive gotta actually get moving on my pages...Seeing how im the only one working on the book this month besides Aaron who comes in to replace me at 1pm...:( thats so far away right now -sobs- i really dont want to be sitting here right now...but at least im getting paid to write in my livejournal :] haha yeah how many people can say that??

Did you ever realize that you're addicted to something when you swore up and down you weren't? Yeah well thats me right now..im addicted to country music damnit... haha i cant live without it... i dont listen to anything else when im at work or in my car or im at home... thats weird...seriously Im addicted..haha i love love lover <3 country music...maybe its the goregous guys in really extremely tight jeans and cowboy hats that does it for me...but the music makes me all loveydovey...<3 yeah yeah yeahhhh buddy

Im a hopeless romantic...<3 haha i think everyone is at heart, some others just choose not to show it as much as others... im in love with love...<3 well its like 8:35 and ive been at work for like a half hour already... Em and I are going to the college when i get out of work to apply for jobs there.. they pay $10.50 an hour for cashiering...haha i never got that at Martins or Arbys so yeah Im game..Thats also where Zach & Calla are working...id rather not work with Zach's sister Calla (shes a big BITCH) normally im a sweet girl but when it comes to calla, the claws come out... Ive disliked her since day 1 of mine & zachs relationship (even as friends, that was like 8 months ago...maybe even before)

There are just some people in the world that I dont click with and Calla is definately one of them...I heard from sources that she's the one that keyed my car...Big mistake girl, you're in for a world of trouble now...You messed with my baby, and thats a definate NO NO...<3 my ladybug, no one stands between a girl and her neon...It makes me wonder about my tire as well...it didnt look like it split on its own but hey im not making accusations whatsoever...im not like that anymore, ive changed...Ill give anyone a second chance as long as they prove they deserve it...like i did with zach...he deserved it, he didnt do anything wrong, and i know it...that was all my fault, i was testing his limits and pushed him too far.. now we're okay but as for getting back together we'll see what happens when we come to that bridge...we've got a lot of work to do...it wont be easy, but if we work at it, it'll be worth it in the end...<3

I guess i still have feelings for him, well i dont guess, im positive that i've got feelings for him still...i dont know what it is about him..really.. he makes my stomach flutter and my knees go weak... i dont know how he does it...i really dont understand much about love anymore all i know is that it can kill and it can heal...i seriously adore him. those beautiful baby blues and that smile make me drool :] he always knows how to make me laugh and he says all the right things to make me happy... sometimes i just wonder, why him? but now i know, yeah I love him...:D

Well its 9:04 am and i still havent started my real estate pages because im lazy and im really too tired to do it right now.. yeah so im going to go hide under my desk and take a nap until tracy and ryan get here :D haha you can find me curled up under the desk where the country music is blaring...

<3<3 me